Barely Breathing.

I can't find the lyrics so I shall just type it out. Seriously, good music aren't usually commercialized somehow hmmm. Merry Christmas to everyone out there by the way! Thank God for Christmas (:

(lovelove)

Scott Porter-Barely Breathing

You feel like dying
You feel so wrong

You feel like crying

But you stay strong

The truth keeps lying

The past is gone

And now you're finding

That you don't belong

You think it's only you

I swear it's me too

Everytime I try, you turn the other way

When you should know that

I'm dying inside and I just don't know why

I'm trying to fight it, as the whole world blows by

Keep dreaming, keep screaming

maybe it'll stop the bleeding

I was doing just fine

But now I'm barely breathing

You feel misguided

You feel so used

You feel divided

As you go confused

Your thoughts collided

Your heart's been bruised
But you've decided

That it's just no use

You think it's only you

I swear it's me too

Everytime I try

You happy but I'm the pain

When you should know that

I'm dying inside and I just don't know why
I'm trying to fight it, as the whole world blows by
Keep dreaming, keep screaming
maybe it'll stop the bleeding
Yeah I was doing just fine
But now I'm barely breathing

All I wanna do is to reach the surface

Cause I feel like I'm drowning drowning

I never thought that I could feel so worthless

One day you'll see, it's killing me

I'm dying inside and I just don't know why
I'm trying to fight it, as the whole world blows by
Keep dreaming, keep screaming
maybe it'll stop the bleeding
I was doing just fine
But now I'm barely breathing

I'm dying inside and I just don't know why
I'm trying to fight it, as the whole world blows by
Keep dreaming, keep screaming
maybe it'll stop the bleeding
I was doing just fine

But now I'm barely breathing.

shut up stop being self righteous its my life not yours.

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did.

Wasting time just going mindless watching your charades,

Honestly, I think RVNB Bdiv'11 are all pretty girls 8)

Fireproof camp was (Y) (: I'm just kinda sad I missed all the phototaking. In fact now looking at facebook and thinking about it I realised I didn't take a single picture at camp! >( So angry.

I'm experiencing a changeeeee (?) My facebook status used to be all the emo song lyrics (that sometimes means something sometimes don't but looks cool/sounds nice/stuck in my brain) but recently they're all gone because I've become more conscious of my emotional wellbeing o.o It's like who feels me. When you listen to music and a song you reallyreally like comes up. You try to capture the nicest and doesn't sound wrong lyrics and memorize it, wanting to put it as your facebook status when you get home. (:
However..
The next song's also really nice.
And the next.
And the next.
AWWW now you don't know what to do.

That always happens to me.
But now after memorizing my pretty lyrics, I get home, on the computer, and decide otherwise.
Because my legs are soooooo sore and my soul flies like it left my tired body.
Then my status will be something about netball LOL 8D

Do you ever think when you're all alone,

1, Oh gosh I can't get enough of American Idol Auditions of awesome people wahahah :D
2, Realised Daughtry and Faber Drive are awesome too! Shall now be their fan too 8)
3, I WANNA GO FIREPROOF TOMORROW! <3
4, Elliott Yamin-Wait For You such a heartbreak ):
5, OH WHAT THE HECK IS THE GIRL TH SAME in David Archuleta's A Little Too Not Over You and Elliott Yamin's Wait For You MVs? :o!
6, I need to start on homework soon.
7, My ears seems to be failing me.. Gotta stop blasting music with earpiece on ):
8, I don't know how to fulfill my holiday wish list now that I'm left with such stupid little time grah.
9, Need to go buy presents.. Zzzz..
10, Gonna go Bernice's workplace for dinner and heard it's some Spanish restaurant YAY! :D FOOOOD <3

P.S. Welcome Home POHYIJIA!

September.

Jillian pictures.
SingPing mayflower.
Millipedes shopping.
bA kbox.
Himbo bbq.
MFNB07 dinner.
6F07 badminton.
RVNB Bdiv'11 outing.

In the middle of September, we still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain.

Hi jie comeback soon!
Thank God i can go camp prolly YAY! <3

God is faithful (:

Scott Porter-Barely Breathing
Secondhand Serenade-Vulnerable
Faber Drive-You and I Tonight




I'm dying inside and I just don't know why
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
I wanna see this through
I'm gonna give it all to you

Keep dreaming, keep screaming
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
The only thing that matters in my life
Is you and I tonight

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Thank God I had an awesome day (: I better hurry off to do my quiet time now before my lethargy takes over me :x!

Hey, you was so easy to love.

I was thinking 'bout you, thinking 'bout me
thinking 'bout us, what we're gonna be
open my eyes, it was only just a dream
travel back down that road
will you come back, no one knows
I realised, it was only just a dream.

God has been faithful to me recently hehe! I'm quite a fast growing seed for now (: I'm thankful for my shepherd xingxing my lifegroupleader sheemin my lifegroup my unit and of course my sheep mengluuu! :D without them I won't be who I am today yeahz (:

Had some really awesome visions recently!
Enhanced prayer life (: I got to stop falling asleep while putting my head down to pray during quiet time (whoops :o)

Painful sacrifices are worth it.
No dmm ): then repeated coreteam course argh ): decision to be honest about fireproof camp ): and no talking bad about people I cannot stand..
I'll get 2nd service with sheepy, renewed learning, mama's trust and God's smile PLUS GOD'S BLESSINGS in return! I know God'll be proud of me for making these decisions. Painful. Yet right (:

I can't wait for my day of liberation :D